Let’s just say my inner being is almost at a melting point.
God has provided, emotionally + physically + mentally, and my heart is humbled and grateful. But this week is overwhelming.
Eight hours in the office, having a seemingly still growing list of things to do when I leave work… details with our future home, packing for the honeymoon, errands for the weekend, all the while trying so hard to find time for mental rest, focus of the heart.
The time has come to see how wise I can be with my time-spending choices, because my biggest fear is getting to Friday and being weary and numb.
On a happier note, I can hardly believe the time is almost here.
As a person grows up, ‘somedays’ are created. Someday, I’ll be a business woman. Someday, I’ll have a house full of kids. Someday, I’ll take this trip, or I’ll build that house.
A major someday for me is almost here. Days away! A gift from God; He who knows me best, loves me most. Another way to glorify Him, to deepen my relationship with Him. My wedding day, to celebrate and rejoice in Him. With J, with family and friends.
Underneath all the frazzled and overwhelmed is a heart that is singing. Joy, thanksgiving, praise, love, anticipation.
So, I do my best to cling to these: The true love of a good man, the support of family & friends, the presence of a faithful and holy God.